I’m so annoyed right now.
I’m going to a party tonight and I just feel so unready. I suck at socializing and I’m so fucking awkward! Whenever I go to talk to someone I just never know what to say or how to spark up a conversation. It’s embarassing. Now I realize why I’ve never been a fan of parties. To add to the stress, there are random men working in my house and they shut the light off so I don’t know when I’ll be able to straighten my hair. Without doing my hair I cannot go anywhere. This is not okay. They’re in the bathroom too and I have no idea when they’ll be done.. and I need to shower and shave. And the worst thing of all is I got my period this morning. Fuck. I swear if my boyfriend tries to go down my pants its gonna make my night that much more awkward.
